In many ways this has been my most uneventful summer and yet i have learnt more in this short space of unproductive time then ever before. I needed this time to think and without realising what was happening to me or travelling more then 10 miles away from home i now realise i've been on an incredible and adventurous journey. Some call it self discovery and i guess i call it making a new friend, only that friend is I. No i do not have a multiple personality disorder. I've just had the time to be with myself and come to know who i really am, what makes me smile inside and out and what things repulse every inch of my body. I've changed and it seems every day i change some more. I used to hate change, even when it was positive. Transitions are good, they challenge and develop you. Growing up for me has always been a lonely and frightening path for me but i've found a constant within myself that has allowed me to welcome life and all of its new experiences instead of fear away from them. I've realised how important it is to love oneself. I don't really have the words to describe this because it's more of an emotion, so feeling, what i feel now reader is the only way you will understand. Sometimes when we're unhappy with life, a situation, a friend or a loved one we should focus on ourself first and after that, so many doors open, spending some time alone can be the greatest cure. As long as perfection isn't your goal, happiness is always close by.
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