BELLE

Just a few snap shots of the past few weeks.

It's weird how attached i am to my long hair now, i can't imagine myself with short hair any more and in a couple of weeks me and my friend are going to get our hair dip dyed together. I was originally going to go lilac but I've decided a light brown would suit me more and she's going even blonder eeeeeek!
I have been in Sheffield this whole weekend to celebrate one of my home friends birthday a few weeks back, it was so lovely to see all the girls together again. I got back at about 7ish last night and went straight to bed, now i have 3 days off and i need to work work work. oh and i've started playing guitar again, i actually think i'm better now after not having played for a good year then i have ever been, everything just flows naturally and it feels pretty damn good.

REAL LOVE. will find you to your back to it

These photo's are from my christmas holiday. The first of when my parents and  brother completed a 1000 piece jigsaw, the second for when i made pancakes one morning because they were all that i was craving to eat. The 3rd and 4th are of my favourite 2 boys in this world.

It's really nice to be home for a couple days, the last past weeks at university have been so hectic and busy so it's nice to escape that a little but i honestly miss it more than anything. I love how eventful, surprising and exciting everyday is at university, i've made a family there and being away from them if only for a few days is impossible. I miss them all dearly. BUT it was wonderful to see my home girls the weekend just past, i definitely needed to see them. This week, although i'm completely swamped with assignments i've made plans to see Angelalala and Lauren which i'm really looking forward too. Anywho, i woke up early for a reason so i best get started with working and actually get something decent done today. Of course, coffee first to start my day.

Oh yeah, i forgot it was Valentines day... I don't really know what this day means to you, for some it's the worst day in the world and others the most important. I think the whole concept of it is complete and utter crap. Share the love, always. It's simple.

LOVE MORE

 silver rings are my new love

 woo my hair is still growing

 
triangles are cool. fact.

more silver rings

the title of this post is from a song my friend George sent me, of a girl with pretty voice, her name goes by  Sharon Van Etten. For many years she struggled with sharing her music, she finally has the chance now to write and create music openly and my god is it beautiful, sad of course but beautiful.
I go home for a week tomorrow, after completely hating that idea i now realise that going home will be good for me. I've spent the day cleaning, packing and catching up on work and will be going to see friends later this evening. It's been nice to be alone today.

AND AT ONCE I KNEW I WAS NOT MAGNIFICENT

This was supposed to be a picture of Sarah's "saggy" knees but it didn't work out. 

For everyone who knows me, will know that there really hasn't been many boys in my life and i've learnt to be completely and utterly fine with that. However, as of since a week ago...things on that front have changed dramatically and because it is so out of character it's actually pretty amusing and i find myself just smiling and laughing at the whole situation. It was one of my closest friends birthday here last weekend so she had a load of people round her flat, there was this guy i knew "friend of a friend" so i said hello and we started talking and was nice until all my friends decided to tell him about my drunken incident and then he was teasing me about it. Later on in the night we were at a club and well one thing led to another (as the story goes) and since then we've met up twice and plan to meet again this week. Things have happened so damn fast and i feel like i should know by now whether i like him but if someone where to ask me i wouldn't have a definite answer. Oh and he happens to be really good friends with the guy my closest friend is with. 

Yesterday evening my friends made me roast dinner (again people cooking for me woo) and we debated whether late night movies really just mean late night movies or are they code for something else ha. We confused ourselves so much, by 2am we thought it was probably too late for "late night movies" and decided to go to sleep.

After one week i have learnt, boys are confusing and girls really do think way to much.

SPANISH SAHARA

So much is changing in my life right now and i'm not really sure how to process it. It's strange when you finally get the chance to be someone who you'd wanted to be for such a long time but not actually knowing how to be that person. It's not that it doesn't feel right, more than it is new and that's what's scary i guess, the unknown we come to find in beginnings because that is when this is i think, a new beginning.